Showing posts with label Damian DiGorgio. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Damian DiGorgio. Show all posts

Wednesday, 26 November 2014

Chapter 45 - Where I Belong Pt. 1

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*Note*
I know I said that I wouldn't cut this chapter, but I did. Only because it seems that the longer I make 'em, the longer you guys have to wait and that doesn't seem fair.

Jane's bump is bigger in certain pictures, but that happens in Sims 2 when you take a pregnant woman to a community lot. Just flow with it! J
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Getting used to sleeping on her side had been a challenge. Jane often found herself turning onto her stomach practically pressing her baby into her back. It was the uncomfortable pressure that made her turn back to her side. If that didn't make sleeping difficult enough, now with all this entity stuff going on she'd been tossing and turning most of the night and seemed to be dragging throughout the day. Damian took it upon himself to make sure she took better care of herself and temporarily moved in. Not that there really was anything for him to go back to in BC. Demi, the manager at the DiGorgio Auction House, proved more than efficient to run the business for him. All he had to do was go there twice a week to keep an eye on everything and return as quick as possible to his new family.

Jane tried to turn around, but his hand on her waist prevented that. It was his way to keep her from turning at night; only this time she was trying to get away from him. 'Damian', she whispered opening her eyes. She tried to slide away from under his hand, but he didn't budge. 'Damian', she said a bit louder, 'Your hand is pressing into my stomach'. Still half sleeping he moved his hand immediately and Jane felt his fingers move against her back. Turns out his hand was nowhere near her stomach.

But there it was again; a dull pain in her underbelly. Jane turned and sat up so abruptly her movement alarmed Damian to wake up. The concern on his face the same as hers. "What's wrong? Tell me what's wrong?!" She had a hand on her stomach and he saw her wince. Damian got up from the bed and kneeled in front of her. Fear took hold of him as he watched her face contort every other second.

Before he could ask again she took one of his hands and placed it on her stomach where hers had been. He felt a tiny bump push back against his hand and frowned. Did that really just happen? There it was again; the slightest bump and he couldn't help but smile at his baby's gentle kicks.

The smile disappeared when he looked back up at Jane. Did she wince every time that happened? Perhaps they weren't gentle at all. "It shouldn't hurt that much Jane". "I know… but I don't want to think about something being wrong. What if I've done someth—". "Don't! You don't want to think about it and then that's exactly what you do. Listen-", he took a quick glance at his watch, 'It's almost 10:30. Why don't you get dressed and we'll take a quick drive to the ER to get a checkup". "You know why we can't do that. How are we going to explain that our baby is kicking after only two month—Oh no, no no no", Jane wept at the sight of a little bit of blood on her pajama pants. She was going to lose her baby.
"No time to change. Put on your coat; we're going now!"

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"I'm doctor Carson, I hear there's been some spotting during your pregnancy"
"I'm sorry, spotting?"
"It's when you bleed during pregnancy. It's not that rare for pregnant women to experience spotting now and then. The bleeding has stopped, so that's good. Has it happened before?"
Jane shook her head and the doctor nodded. "Okay. I'm going to do an ultrasound just to be safe", Dr. Carson said, squirting a clear gel onto Jane's stomach. "Tell me what you felt exactly"
"I was sleeping when I felt a bit of pressure in my stomach area. I thought it was my fiancé's hand, but it wasn't. It happened every time the baby kicked and then there was some blood"
"It's a good thing you came in. Some people read about spotting and think they know about it. They stay at home instead of contacting their doctor, when what they have could be a serious complication. You'll feel a bit of pressure when I move this, but bear with me"

She moved the device over Jane's stomach and listened for irregularities and other signs that something could be wrong. "Does it hurt when I press here?". "No". "Have you been under stress lately? Or in a stressful environment?". Damian squeezed her hand and Jane immediately thought about the trip to see the council. Maybe the supernatural journey had caused her body to react? Or the presence of a reaper in the house? All the things she couldn't exactly tell a doctor about. "I've been taking care of my grandmother; she's sick and I worry sometimes. Are you saying that's been too much?". "Worrying about someone isn't exactly something you can do anything about, but along with your grandmother you do have to take care of yourself as well. Don't overdo it, okay? Is this your first pregnancy?"

"Yes… everything is so very new and it feels like it's going way too fast to get used to the changes" Way, WAY too fast!  "I get that from a lot of first-time parents. It's scary and exciting at the same time", Dr. Carson smiled and continued the ultrasound. "Okay, from what I hear and see, I can safely say everything seems fine. Listen". She held the device to Jane's left and turned up the volume. A steady heartbeat sounded through the built-in speakers. "Beautiful isn't it?", Dr. Carson smiled and moved to Jane's right, "And here's the other one"

"I'm sorry, did you say another one?", Damian frowned. Dr. Carson turned the screen towards them and sure enough he was able to make out two heads. "You're six months pregnant and you've just now learned that you're carrying twins?", Dr. Carson said unbelieving, "Have you had any checkups before this one?" –Six months—Jane stiffened a bit. Her two month pregnancy  equaled 6 months. That only meant she would be full term next month. "We have", Damian lied, "but it seems we're adding incompetence to the list we're suing our last doctor for. We're really having twins?"

"Yes, twins", Dr. Carson said pointing at the heads on the screen, "They both look alright. A little small perhaps, but since you don't have a large bump either, I'd say that their growth is normal"
Normal, she said. If only she knew."But if you weren't aware you were carrying twins, you've surely not received the right pre-natal care. Which could also be the reason for their size. Are you allergic to anything?" Jane shook her head, still fascinated by the outline picture of her two babies. TWO! "Are you being treated for an illness right now? No? Alright, I'll prescribe you some vitamins that you have to take twice a day. It's late in the pregnancy, so I'm giving you a higher dosage. Take it easy, try not to tire yourself out or you might spot again. If that happens anyway, contact the hospital or your regular doctor again", Dr. Carson warned, writing down the prescription.

"How did you know I was 6 months along? I never said anything and like you said, I have a small bump", Jane wanted to know. Dr. Carson smiled at her. "The development of the babies. Yours have everything already, so you're very close to or over the sixth month and in your third trimester. All they have to do now is grow a bit more in the coming months and we're ready to bring them into the world. I can even tell you what you're going to have. Would you like to know? Or has your doctor already told you?"

"No, he hasn't. Do you want to know Jane?"
Jane was smiling at the screen. Did she want to know? Yes, but part of her also wanted it to be a surprise. So she said no. If there hadn't been any spotting, she wouldn't be here now and it would've been a surprise as well. "Very well. I would advice to stock up on greens and yellows then", Dr. Carson printed out a picture for them to have and handed Damian the prescription. He could wait until morning to hand it in at the apothecary, but he opted for immediately. Even with the doctor explaining that the vitamins would be more expensive coming directly from the hospital. He wanted Jane to take them as soon as possible. Now that they knew it was twins, she needed to be taken care of even more.

Jane waited for him near the nursery as he went to pay for the check up and the vitamins. She smiled at the babies through the window. It was a little over eleven p.m., but they were very lively. The nurse had settled down one of them, but before she got to the next one, he or she started to fuss again. She couldn't tell if it was a boy or a girl, because the baby was wearing yellow. Jane rubbed over her stomach and for the first time since she learned she was pregnant she couldn't wait to hold her babies. Two babies; twins, just like her and Julie.

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Iden's Residence

Marina checked herself out in the mirror again. Tonight was the night and she felt a bit strange. Was it nerves? Probably. She had changed her hair 10 to 15 times from being pulled up to braids to just letting it loose. Before deciding she didn't like it again, she shifted her attention to something else. The dress Raven picked out  was amazing. It was elegant and sophisticated. A deep v-neckline covered, or didn't cover, the front. It showed some cleavage, but not enough to make her feel like she was on display. Completely backless, so a bra was out of the question. She hated not being able to wear one, but even she had to admit it would ruin the dress. Her long hair did a good enough job to conceal her a bit. She turned from side to side watching the satin fabric move around as if caught on the wind. The dress reminded her of something a Greek goddess would wear. She didn't feel anything like a goddess though…

"You could stand there looking at yourself, or you could let me in"

Raven knocked on the door again; waiting for her to let him in. He leaned against the balustrade a good while before he knocked the first time. Following her heat as she moved around on the other side of the door getting ready. She stopped in front of the mirror and stayed there a long while and he knew she was feeling insecure about herself. That's what he took as his cue to go in. She was so deep into her thoughts she didn't even hear the first knock. "Marina?"
A soft voice told him he could come in. She was nervous, he could tell.

The dress on display had been beautiful to say the least, but nothing had prepared Raven for what it would look like on her. It was breathtaking. "I don't know why you're second guessing. You look beautiful; gorgeous even"
"You think so? I'll be honest, I've never worn or even owned something like this, so… I don't know". She started pulling on various parts of the dress and he had to grab her hands to make her stop fidgeting. "Come on, stop, the dress is fine!", he lowered his head a little searching for her eyes. "Is it really the dress that you're worried about? Or is there more?"
Marina licked her lips which felt suddenly felt dry for some reason and shook her head, but Raven wasn't born yesterday. 'I have a feeling there is. Marina if you're not sure about this, I can call the whole thing off without even thinking twice"

"No, this has nothing to do with that. I want to be with you. It's a bit scary since I'll the first, but I want to do this. For you. Okay, for us!', she quickly changed her words when he frowned and clearly was going to say something. "You already heard me when I was talking to Binny, don't deny it, I know you heard. So I'll say it again. I'm doing this because I love you. That's why I'm not second guessing us. I'm just a bit thrown off by Lubinnia. I didn't think she would be so quick to refuse, especially when she's sees how happy you make me. It just hurts… a lot'
'Do you want me to talk to her', Raven caressed her hand, drawing little circles over it with his thumb.
'No, I don't really think that will help right now. But thank you', she whispered putting her hand on his face. A loving and trusting gesture.

'Are you ready to do this, love?'
She nodded and took his arm. Yes, she was ready. She was a bit jealous of what he told her he shared with his late wife, but now they would share something different. This was one of the things she longed for and now she would have him completely. He would be hers and she, his. The thought made her heart beat faster and Marina had to take a deep breath…
'Wait…'

"I don't want to be rude, but how much longer is this going to take? Plus, we're losing the strength of the full moon. The spell might not work properly if we pass midnight and I'm sure you'll blame me for it"
Iden glanced at her from the corner of his eyes. That much was true. Even if it was common knowledge that most witches harvested their powers from the full moon; he would need someone to put the blame on if it failed. And who better that the witch casting the spell… Where the hell was he? Marina wasn't on the other side of the world for him to take that long in escorting her here. Something was up… Did she change her mind?

Iden sighed and got up from his chair. Asking her to follow him, he excused himself from the packed hall of invitees in search of the East Wing. If the mountain doesn't come to Abraham…

"Please tell me that something dreadful has happened to explain your absence, and not that you were in a cuddling mood". Iden stepped onto the fly-over bridge that connected the "Queen Rosa" bedroom to the house.
"I wish I could, brother,  but I am indeed in a cuddling mood", Raven answered enclosing Marina in a tight embrace. His stubble tickled her cheek and she had to giggle.
"You can have at it as much as you desire AFTERWARDS. It is in poor taste to keep your guests waiting. The entire council has gathered to witness your union. Surely you will not deprive them of it"
"Surely I will. You see, my gorgeous mate here, while still willing to go through with it, has developed a sense of stage-fright. It's only fair to accommodate her and complete the ceremony in private"
'In private? The first ever mating-ritual and you wish to keep it to yourself? My, how very selfish"
"I am in everything concerning her. Do not fret brother, she will be presented to the council as my mate after the ritual. But until I feel like it, she is for my eyes alone"

"We have to start now, Raven", Iden said in a more serious tone, "The spell might not work well enough after midnight, or so I have been told". "Let her proceed with the incantation then. We can hear her well enough from here. Can't we, love?"

Iden made himself as comfortable as possible leaning against the rose overgrown balustrade of the fly-over bridge and nodded his head in agreement. 'Might as well do it here. Please go ahead, Preston'
She looked up at the sky. The moon was in the right place to bathe herself in its light and she started the incantation. There were a lot of words Preston didn't understand, but that didn't matter to Iden. All she had to do was say them and with her powers, they would work.

After repeating the long incantation for what felt like forever, Preston felt a fierce surge of power that made her shiver. Iden noticed it, because her voice trembled saying some of the words. And then her power started to fade. She looked up and noticed the moon had reached the top of the sky. It was midnight. The surge she'd felt was the moon reaching its peak. Had she been fast enough to finish the spell in time? 'I believe that's it', she told Iden, 'It's after twelve and I'm not getting anything anymore'
'Well, did it work?', Iden gave her a questioning and think-before-you-answer stare.
'To be honest, I don't know. All that's left is the blood exchange', Preston answered truthfully. He'd know if she lied.
'Well, you heard her', Iden said to the closed door. His eyes were still fixed on Preston. 'The blood exchange, Raven'

It was silent for a long time and Iden knew that even Raven was hesitating.
You won't know until you try, brother.
Shut up!
'What's going on?', Preston wanted to know. 'Did it work?'
Iden heard a growl come from inside the room and he grinned. A faint metallic scent coated the soft breeze that came from under the door. "Hmm, that's a nice smell". The scent of her blood was fast making its way to his head; making his fangs lengthen as the intoxication hit him. He had a few doubts the spell would work, but now that it had, her blood, no longer toxic, was making it hard for him; and he was outside the door. Raven should be having a frenzy. Preston saw his reaction and folded the piece of paper with the spell and handed it to him. 'May I go now?'.
'Yes, Preston, you may go! Your help has been much appreciated. I believe I am in your debt'
She politely lowered her head before leaving the bridge; passing Lubinnia, who was standing a few paces behind them. Her eyes were fixed on the door. "What's a nice smell?", Lubinnia asked.
Iden turned towards her and involuntarily licked one of his fangs, before he regained his composure and just looked at her. Waiting for it to sink in. Her eyes widened. "He bit her already?". She motioned for the door, but before she even got close to it Iden grabbed her hand and turned her around with little effort.

"If he had, the neighbors would have heard her", Iden said, moving her away from the door, "Good thing we do not have any neighbors". She turned around, but he was in front of her again in the blink of an eye. "She never should've gone along with this. Get out of my way!", she yelled, "He's hurting her!"
"Do you honestly still believe that?", he frowned. "True, there will be some discomfort since this is her first time being bitten. But believe me-", Iden's voice dropped low into a whisper, "by the time he slowly sinks his fangs into the small of her beautiful and tender neck... pain will not be the reason for her screams, Lubinnia"
Lubinnia's cheeks colored at the meaning of his words. She had heard rumors of the sensuality in a vampire's bite and Iden just confirmed them. However, it was the way he spoke to her just then and the way her name rolled off his tongue that warmed her from the inside out. She took a step back and watched him follow her movement with his eyes.

He said nothing and just looked at her. Lubinnia noticed it was his thing. Silent communication. Any other day, he was intimidating and creepy, but right now his stare was doing things to her stomach. Was it because of what she knew was happening on the other side of Marina's door or was he glamouring her? Either way, she was falling for it. The feeling left her stomach and was making its way lower to the apex of her thighs. One corner of his mouth rose and she knew at that moment he was very aware of what he was doing to her. The bastard was glamouring her. She squinted her eyes at him in annoyance and walked away quickly.

Binny couldn't believe his nerve. Telling her he didn't give a damn about her safety and then glamouring her to make her think she wanted him. Was she angry? Yeah, but her anger didn't at all bring down her arousal. She needed a drink, a strong one! But... that meant returning to the big hall occupied by God knows how many vampires. Without Raven or his bastard brother there, she'd be the next best thing on the menu and decided against it. Surely there had to be a bar or something somewhere...
Lubinnia took a chance and slipped past the double doors leading to the big hall and entered the back patio. As luck would have it, there was a bar right there. Champagne already poured, but no way was she drinking those.

She took an unopened bottle from behind the bar and  poured herself a glass. Lubinnia downed it all in one gulp. Did nothing for her at all. Iden must've glamoured her up pretty good. She set a few empty glasses on the tray and filled those up along with her own glass. She would drink the entire bottle if it meant getting control of herself.
"Undo the spell, NOW!"
Lubinnia almost swallowed the entire glass at the angry growl coming from Chase. When did he get here? "What the hell?", she coughed, putting down her glass. "What are you talking about?"
She reached for another glass, but he swung it against the one of the pillars. "The spell, Lubinnia, undo it NOW!"
Why did everyone insist on saying her name tonight? And what a weird name her mother gave her… Lub-inn-ia. Sounded a lot more like 'lube in ya—". Wow, shooting back champagne like tequila shots may have taken it to her head a bit too fast. "I'm getting sick of vampires telling me what to do. Buzz off"

Chase blocked her path when she tried to leave. Blocked again. Name saying and blocking her path seemed to be the theme tonight. "You think all of this is funny, don't you?'
'Funny? FUNNY?', she actually laughed, 'My best friend just made herself available to be vampire chow. However unreasonable it sounds, she surely hates me for refusing her. I'm stuck in this vampire infested place with no idea how to get home. I can't leave this side of the mansion or risk being attacked. I didn't complete the ritual, so Iden has no reason to keep my alive and once again I am completely on my own. You seem to the great know-it-all, so I beg you to tell me which part of all of this is funny, because I seem to have missed it'
'Be careful witch', Chase growled, his voice hoarse with irritation. 'Raven may have asked me to keep you out of harm's way, but that was before he had his mate. He probably won't care what I do to you now. Undo the binding spell you put on me or it's going to get ugly'

'Whatever… mutt! You know you talk real smug, but when shove becomes push, you turn back into Raven's lap dog. You're nothing but a wuss!'
That was enough to tip the scale and sent him over the edge. Within the blink of an eye he had her pinned to the wall. Fangs prying through open lips and bloodred eyes. For a brief moment fear crossed her face. Looking at him now she actually regretted pushing him so far...
'I will rip you apart where you stand! Call me a wuss again... I DARE you!!' he snarled dangerously close to her throat. A shudder went through her body and a staggered breath left her opened lips as she looked into his bloodred eyes...

'Wuss!'

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-To Be Continued-

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Chapter 44 - A Little Too Much


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Damian slid his hand down Jane's shoulder as she broke their embrace and stepped through the door to the High Witches Council with Julie. He felt so useless it was killing him. And to make things worse, they were leaving him alone with that thing wearing his dead sister's face. The door was there and they already went through, so the spell worked. Why was she still here? He could see her through the corner of his eyes. The entity just stood there staring in front of it… expressionless. So still and unmoving. If he didn't know better, he could swear she was a statue. Cold and creepy. Perfect! Now she not only made him angry with her appearance, but his skin was crawling too.

He turned towards her with the intention of asking her why she was still here when the door behind him opened again. Jane and Julie stepped out with a look that he couldn't exactly put his finger on. Confused, disappointed, shocked? 'What happened? It didn't work?', Damian asked. They came out as soon as they went in, so something had to have gone wrong. Jane didn't say a word and just zoomed past Damian and down the stairs. He turned to Julie and she was looking at the entity as well. 'Why is she still here?'
'I've been wondering the same thing, but Julie, what happened? Why are you back so soon?'
'Soon?', Julie frowned, 'it felt like an hour at least. They were wasting our time talking about God knows what amongst themselves and then they said they would help us, but only when the time was right. Then they told us to go home quickly because we needed to be back here… but for what?'

'Grams isn't waking up', Jane returned. Her eyes were fixed in a state of panic and tears were streaming down her face. 'No-', she said shaking her head at the others' unspoken question, 'She's not dead, but she's isn't reacting to anything. I don't know what to do… I j-just don't k-know…'
'There's nothing you can do'
Damian growled at the entity's words. So that's why she was still here. Julie caught on quick as well. 'Grams? You're here for our grandmother?!', she screamed the last bit.
'A reaper… we've summoned a reaper', Damian said, the energy in his hands visualizing; fire this time, not ice. Julie dived for the circle and ran a hand across the connecting lines. 'GO AWAY', she screamed, 'Go AWAY!'

The entity looked up from the now disconnected lines of the summoning circle and disappeared. Jane wasn't aware she was holding her breath until a heavy sigh came out the minute it disappeared. She turned around to return to Rosalie's side and realized she was relieved too soon; the entity was standing in the doorway.
'Breaking the circle only allowed me to come and go as I please. Trust me when I tell you this isn't something you can do anything about. Whether it happens in 2 minutes or 10 days… it will happen. The sooner you come to terms with it, the better…' and then she disappeared again.
'The hell it will', Jane said getting Rosalie's spell book from the bottom shelf. 'We are not losing anyone anymore!'

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The entity took up residency in Rosalie's bedroom. Sitting quietly and unmoving in the corner armchair from where she watched the twins as they came in every 5-10 minutes to check on their grandmother and change the wet towel. They'd exhausted every possible spell to get the entity to leave, but none of them seemed to work. Damian was on the phone calling all his family's allies to see if they knew of a way to get rid of a reaper, but one after the other they  told him the same thing. There is no way to expel a reaper. They are neither good nor bad and only leave after they've fulfilled their job. Despite hearing this he kept calling, hoping someone would tell him differently.

It was getting on their nerves whenever the twins entered the room to check on Rosalie and the entity felt it was doing so. She took it upon herself to become invisible whenever they entered and only reappeared when they left. In doing so she wanted to show them she wasn't their enemy… but that didn't make the unpleasant truth any more pleasant. Their grandmother was going to die and there wasn't a thing they could do about it.
'Your intrusion to my bedroom is kind of pissing me off'
'It can't be helped, Rose, I'm free from the confines of the circle, but I still can't leave the house even if the girls don't know that. I didn't realize you were awake'
Rosalie turned her head to the side and looked at the entity for the first time, having only felt its presence. 'I see they made you wear my granddaughter's face. No wonder Damian's aura is suffocating this place'

'I –am- your granddaughter, Rose'
'Having her thoughts and memories doesn't make you her. I know about you reapers… my sister told me who hers looked like before she died. I realized way back then that you change your appearance to sooth the one crossing over', Rosalie looked back up towards the ceiling. 'So this is real isn't it? My time is really up'
It was more of a statement than a question really, but the entity nodded. 'It is, yes. You –are– one of the strongest witches alive Rosalie, but you especially, given your talent, know that you can't prevent the things fate has set in motion from happening. You're worried about the girls which is only natural, but they won't really grow into their full potential and be independent if they have you to fall back on. They cling onto you too tightly'

Rosalie knew the entity was right, but she had such plans for the future. Working the girls further into magic; teaching them new things and laugh as they failed trying. Hearing the pitter patter of little feet again after so long. That child was going to be a handful, she could feel it. Rosalie had been looking forward to that child more than Jane and Damian… but it all seemed so much further away now. Like a dream that is right in front of you, but when you reach for it you never seem to be able to grab it.
'Was it the summoning that did me in?', Rosalie wanted to know. The entity shook its head. 'No, but it did hasten it. I've been hovering around you ever since the girls went to Belladonna Cove to search for the keeper of prophecies'
'Were you the one that took them too? Jean and Rinka?'
'No, it was another'
'How long before you take me?'
'It's your choice whether I take you at all'

Rosalie turned around and frowned at the entity. If it was her choice, what in the hell would make her want to go at all. If she refused to go, would she stay alive?
'No-', the entity answered, reading her thoughts through her eyes, ' you are still going to die Rose. I can take you now and it'll be painless and quick, for the longer you wait, the weaker you will get and it will start to hurt. You won't be able to leave the bed as it gets worse and one by one your internal organs will start to shut down. It will be a long and slow process which, true, will give you more time with the girls, but the pain… it is not worth it, Rose. You do not want them to remember you like that'
'How long do I have to make my choice?'
'I can delay for maybe a week or two… that's when you'll start getting weaker. I must warn you though should you refuse me entirely. In the final hour when you do die there will be no one waiting for you and your spirit will be trapped here; roaming this house. It might not seem like a bad thing at this moment and it won't be…. for a while. But in the long term it will be unbearable and that's when spirits lose it. They become restless and angry and the haunting begins. Your restlessness will bring discomfort and fear into your family's lives'

'If I stay…'
'Believe me, you will not want to—'
'-IF- I stay', Rosalie started again interrupting the entity. She had already heard what was going to happen. She didn't need to hear it twice. '-will I see Jane's child born before I die?'
'No... Her pregnancy is progressing much faster than usual, but not enough for you to be present when she gives birth'
Rosalie sighed and closed her eyes. 'Rose…'
'Please', Rosalie held up her hand, 'I want to be alone right now'

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Rosetta Estate
Iden's Residence

Marina ruffled through the pages of the old books Iden had dropped on the table. The pages were old and yellow and very fragile. The text on some of them had even faded away with time. The ones referring to all this mate business were luckily still intact… not that they told her much. Iden's name written on the first page told her this was one of his diaries. In it he wrote about what the medicine man had told him about mates. About women born to bring back balance to the world because of their own vampiric state that made them live longer. These women were branded with the ability to keep the beastly part of their state peaceful and subdued which included the savage hunger. Finding a mate would be the most difficult thing imaginable since there is nothing -visible- to indicate or recognize the woman as such. There are two known, but difficult,  ways of recognizing a mate: -1- The vampire and the woman will have an inexplicable pull towards one another. But it is hardly distinguishable from the pull of the hunger need, so very easily overlooked and blamed on the bloodlust. And -2- The blood of the woman will be poisonous to EVERY vampire. Difficult to sense because one cannot tell through the skin. The person has to be bitten (lethal), bled or hurt to be able to test the theory. If bitten, the mate will kill her vampire before even being recognized as a mate.

If by lucky chance the mate is found, the poisonous blood can be reverted into regular blood by ways of a blood ritual during and after the claiming. There is no telling when such a mate is or will be born and could be after a hundred or even thousands of  years.

'Get your hands off me!'
A commotion outside the door made Marina look up from the diary. She knew that voice. How did she manage to find this place? Even Marina herself didn't know where this place was. Marina got up and ran to the door only to have it smack open before she could touch it and Binny spilling inside.
She muttered a few words, but Iden waived them away. 'If you throw another hex at me I will no longer see the use in you' He looked over at Marina as she shushed Binny telling her he wasn't joking. 'Here I am searching for a witch and lo and behold, you bring along your own', Iden addressed Marina.

'How are you this late afternoon?'
'Better…', Marina answered a bit short. He was Raven's brother and already proved he wasn't going to hurt her, but her trust wasn't something he was going to get anytime soon.
Iden sensed her discomfort and decided maybe this wasn't the time. 'I see we have interrupted your reading. I shan't keep you any longer', he made a polite bow and turned to Binny. 'If you know what is good for you, I suggest you keep to this part of the mansion. No one will enter here on the threat of death. Step out and I cannot guarantee your safety…. Not that I want to right now', he threw over his shoulder when he closed the door.

The minute the door closed Binny jumped up and hugged Marina. 'I didn't know what to think. Are you okay? No one called to say you were okay; I've been worried sick!'
'I'm fine! This was just an extreme way of Iden trying to get Raven here. He knew he wouldn't come otherwise… Which reminds me, how did you get here?'
'I put a binding spell on Chase. He was going to leave me behind like Raven did and I wasn't going to let that happen. This way he couldn't go anywhere without me. I didn't realize we were going into a pit of vampires, although I should’ve known. Who was that douche bag?'

'That was Iden. He's Raven's brother and also the leader of the vampire clan. He doesn't make empty threats, so be careful'
'That was the leader of the vampires? I feel dizzy all of the sudden. Can we go home now?'
'I can't…'

'What do you mean? Are they holding you prisoner? I can call for help if…'
'No, nothing like that. What I meant was… I don't want to'
Lubinnia looked at her like her head had just sprouted mushrooms. 'I think I need to sit down… why? What on earth would make you want to stay with them? Apart from the obvious Raven'
'He's the main reason I have… want to stay! There's this thing called a 'mate'. Apparently it's quite the phenomenon in their world and, well, turns out I'm Raven's'
Apparently her head sprouted more mushrooms, because Binny kept staring at her. 'Well, aren't you going to say anything?'
'Yeah, sure. Bullshit! That's all romantic and everything, but don't you think it sounds a bit, I don't know, insane? Your destined mate is a vampire; a hungry vampire at that. Yes, I know what the red eyes mean now. Marina, I don't know how to explain it, but the way I feel right now and looking at him, my mind is screaming that he might attack you at any minute'

'He won't—'
'But how can you be certain?'
'Because my blood is poisonous to him at the moment'
'Okay, it's reassuring that you're protected, but it only means that he can attack anyone else then'
'That's why I have to stay and accept the role of his mate. So that he doesn't need to attack people. After the ritual, my blood won't be poisonous anymore and…'
'And and what? You can feed him? Are you even listening to yourself? Do you seriously expect me to be okay with this?'
'I'm not asking you to be okay with it. I'm simply telling you what needs to be done'
'What needs to be done is you need to get the hell away from them. I don't like the idea of sacrifice, but I wouldn't mind if he fed off someone else that isn't YOU'
'That's not going to happen, because I want to do it'
'Marina…'
'BECAUSE I LOVE HIM, OKAY! Why are you the only one that can't see that?'

'What?'
'You heard me…'
'Why?'
'What kind of a question is that? You know we don't choose who we fall in love with. So, yes, I'm in love with a vampire, but if in doing so I can keep even a handful of people safe from him, what's wrong with that?'
Lubinnia looked the other way. This was taking a whole other turn than she thought it would. Marina was staying here willingly in the midst of danger and wasn't really listening anymore. It didn't matter how much she argued, it looked like Marina made up her mind. Her best friend was going to give herself to a vampire who for all she knew could kill her. Not intentionally, but still possible.
'What… uhm, what did that leader mean about needing a witch?'

Marina sighed. 'A witch needs to do the mating ritual so that it lifts the poisoned blood. I know how you feel about it, but believe me when I tell you I love him. And I promise you I'm not going into this blindly. I've had almost an entire day to think about it. I asked the questions I needed answers to. It won't help my case, but I'm going to be the first mate and there isn't much known about it than what's written. I need your help Binny. Will you do this? The ritual? It's something I really want…'

'So you don't know the risks involved? If it has consequences or changes or anything? You're right, that didn't help your case at all. And no, I will not do the ritual'

Lubinnia got up and closed the door behind her, leaving Marina with an empty feeling in her stomach. She expected Binny to argue and fuss at first, but the refusal, even after she explained, stung like crazy. They could get another witch to perform the ritual, but would she and Lubinnia ever get past this?


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